Ectoplasm Type Apparition

So, it was a strange day for me!

Things were a bit off. I was with two good guy friends and we all had a pretty good day, but I was being pressured most of the day (Peer pressured) into something I was not interested in doing. My best friends wanted me to smoke a joint with them and I was dead set against it! I don't smoke cigarettes and I hate the smell of them, and I'm not a fan of the smell of pot either, not to mention it was illegal at the time. I just had no interest in smoking anything!

I was holding my own in this peer pressure issue all day!

 

On this night we would all experience something we had each never seen or imagined before, not in our wildest dreams! The bizarre happenings of life had come my way a few times before this day, but never like this, never so bizarre!

I was young and had no real beliefs about anything, other than I knew somehow GOD was real.  I wasn't strongly connected to any of this yet, having been raised religious by my parents, I hadn't made any progress in my own thinking about it at all yet in my life.

That was soon to change! This night would teach me about the truth of living in this anomalous world!

 

However, no one could have prepared me for what was about to become a new reality for me on this odd evening.

 

Around 11:00 pm or so I went to my friends apartment, with my other friend, which was a new experience for me. We all drove over separately. I had never been there before. So I was excited to see where my friend lived. It was an old upstairs apartment, in a 4 apartment building located behind and kind of catty corner to an old hospital in St. Petersburg, FL, St. Anthony's. These friends were really great guys and I trusted them both completely. We parked our cars out in the front street. We had known each other for a few years by now and hung out frequently. We then walked up the left side of the building on an old steel staircase. (A lot of apartments in Florida were built this way in the early 1900's with outside staircases) It was a nice place for the most part, the typical old Florida building, heavily painted wood frames and old sinks and kitchen appliances. Nice enough, but not that big. There was a sofa and a couple of chairs in the dimly lit apartment living room, across from a table and two chairs, it was a one room kitchen and living room kind of arrangement. I say dimly lit because there was a candle my friend had lit, there were no lights on. It was sitting on the coffee table closest to me to my right.

Both guys were teasing me about being such a goof because I wouldn't have one toke of their joint. They were both enjoying themselves and laughing at me. After at least another hour, I finally said OK, OK, ONE TOKE, and then please knock off the peer pressure!

 

I had spent 8 hours fighting these two about this issue, I thought to myself, Geeze, shut up already you two, I figured, heck it won't kill me, I'll take one hit!

As my one friend passed me the joint, I put it up to my lips to take a hit of it and oddly enough out of my left peripheral vision I saw a strange smoke coming from near the kitchen sink area. I turned to look in that direction. I noticed that both friends were looking to the left at it also. We weren't saying anything at all to each other at this point. We were all in shock! Just watching in disbelief, and here I am holding this dam joint! We were all thinking, what is that ? It clearly wasn't a fire. It wasn't smoke. Nothing like I'd ever seen before. What the hell is that? I'm sure that's what we were all thinking? It was rising from the floor up to the first drawer of the cupboard. It was moving quickly. It looked like some kind of weird thick smoke.

Then all of a sudden, it grew to at least 5 feet 10 inches tall, and as if something became alive in the smoke, it formed a face, a frightening, ghostly white face, strange hair, the eyes were horrifying, like big empty holes, they had a frightening look to them, that was more horrifying than anything I had ever seen at that point in my life! The face was long and came to almost a point at the chin, the mouth had long pointed teeth in it, and the mouth was open, then the face began to move! The face was fixed on me! Then the body began to float towards us!  Both my friends screamed at the top of their lungs! Loud and full of terror! I was frozen in fear! Literally frozen! They both got up and ran for the stairs, screaming still,  that led down to the yard in front of the apartment. I was unable to move at all for a moment. In that moment the entire apparition flew instantly into my face and I thought I was going to die. I lost it! I was to afraid to even scream!  I had no idea what had just happened to me! I think I lost time, I was so numb and afraid I had no sense of time at all, I just remembered finally standing up and running down the stairs somehow as fast as I could! I don't really remember much, I was so afraid. I can only recall what I finally was able to do. Get the hell out of that apartment!

Both of my friends were standing in the front yard scared out of their minds! They were so afraid. I said what did you see? What happened up there? What the hell was that?

We all talked about it for a minute. We all agreed we saw the same white horrifying apparition!

They didn't have a clue how it all happened anymore than I did!  They were so afraid. They both decided to leave the apartment. I was shocked!  I had just experienced the single most frightening thing that had ever happened to me at that point in my life and now they were going to leave!

Life is a strange trip sometimes.

I did not know it at that time, but I had come face to face with a demonic apparition. It was beyond frightening in every sense of the word. And literally Face to Face! It flew right through me in an instant. I have no idea where it went! Once it had gone threw me, I got up and ran for my life!

I knew there was real demonic activity at this point, and it was attacking my life! It just came calling for me. WHY? I have to wonder why at that very moment it decided to appear to us. It was no coincidence! It came right towards me. Both my friends agreed it was fixed on me. How I wish it wouldn't have. However, This was the beginning of my spiritual battles. A door opened in that apartment that night. A portal if you will, that took me years to learn how to close.

This is why today I am a demonologist.

It is also why I am a strong believer in the GOD that saved me from all of this horror! 

My life  experiences are proof that truth is stranger than any fiction!

 

The Heavenly Choir

 

So, it was 2006. I was in Oconomowoc, Wisconsin at a Hospice house visiting my elderly Mother who was one day away from death.

We had a harpist come in and play for her as she laid comatose in her bed. She was very frail.

My sister, her husband and my cousin were there with me. We had been there for several hours and my sister and her husband and my cousin had gone out to sit in the front waiting area of the Hospice and had left me alone with my Mother in her room.

I went to sit near her bed and said to her softly, "Mom, I don't know what to say to you just now, But I feel as if I want to simply sing to you. You have always loved my singing and this I want to do now for you.

I stood in the middle of the room and closed my eyes. I raised my hands to GOD and began singing a worship song.

"Worthy is the, Lamb who was slain, Holy, Holy is HE"

As I began singing this I felt the room fill with People. I thought Oh, how nice others have joined me. But I didn't hear anyone else singing. It felt as if there were 100 people in the room. It was an overwhelming feeling. I felt as if I tried to put my hands down I would hit someone! Just then, I opened my eyes, and to my amazement, I was the only one in the room, other than my Mother, but the room still "felt" packed with others. I thought to myself as I kept singing, how strange is that! So I just I kept singing. I sang and sang. I was experiencing such peace!  I could feel a wondrous feeling all over me. I looked at my Mom lying there in bed as I sang and she seemed very calm and relaxed.

All of a sudden I heard footsteps running in the hall and voices.

I turned as I sang towards the door and there were my sister and cousin and a nurse standing in the doorway. They asked me what was that singing. I said, "Oh, that was just me" My sisters husband now came through the door, he said, What was that? I explained it was just me singing to Mom. He replied, "no, there were so many voices", It was like a choir singing! It was so beautiful! I assured him it was only me!

The Hospice nurse said, "that was the most beautiful singing", It sounded like angels singing, I smiled as I remembered the feeling of the room being full of others.

It actually was! How thrilling! 

To this day it remains a mystery as to how the heavenly choir of angels could have been heard singing with me that afternoon. I'm just grateful they accompanied me.

What a glorious send off for Mom!

Connecting After Death

 

It was 2001, I was at home in my living room and reading the local news paper. The St. Petersburg Times.

I was just paging quickly through and then something strange happened.

Some unseen hands held my face and turned my head to the right. I felt the hands holding my head and I didn't resist them. It was so odd feeling it made me focus on what was transpiring. These gentle hands moved my head into a position and then stopped. I was unable to change the position. But I really didn't want to. I was wondering what was happening. I wasn't afraid, but it was certainly odd. This had never happened before to me.

Then as if to reach inside my head, the hands took hold of my eyes and caused me to move them to the center of the page and then to the inside column. It was completely bizarre.

I had been manipulated to look at a vey specific point on the page I was now looking at.

I started to focus on the notice I found myself reading that I had been directed to, and to my surprise and utter amazement, I began to absorb what it was I was reading.

These hands that held my head and directed me to this particular point on the page had led me to an obituary. It was more than surreal. It was miraculous!

I gasped as I read the name of one of my dearest and oldest friends who  had just passed away. I read that she had been killed on 49th Street not far from where I lived. I read that she was the victim of a careless driver that was on her laptop in her car while driving. The woman who killed my friend was a real estate person speeding through a red light while on her computer and T-boned my friends van, causing it to roll several times and in the process my friend broke her neck.

My friend was on her way back home from picking up food from a "Hope Kitchen" to serve unfortunate families with children and also bring them gifts.

 She had just picked up the food for the children and was on her way back home to get things ready.

 

I was shocked. I was in disbelief, and then I heard her voice speak to me as if she were standing right there in the room. I heard her say in the most reassuring tone, "It's O.K. Teri, don't worry for me. I'm fine, I'm happy, I'm home".

She said it so softly and I could feel her right there with me.

The bond of deep friendship we had in this life has carried over to the next.

 

My friend and I went to the same church 25 years earlier and were close and special friends. She was different. We had a certain connection. We were like family instantly when we met and respected one another deeply.

 

I was at her house one year in the 90's during a horrible storm to check on her while she was pregnant and alone. I was getting ready to leave after a day of visiting and something told me to stay a bit longer, so I did. She began to go into labor right after I had decided to stay. I will never forget it. She was so grateful I stayed.

 It was I who delivered her baby that night. Just she and I in the house. The storm that came that night was so strong it prevented the mid wife getting to her from over the bridge in Tampa. I had been sent there that day to visit and to be with her to help her deliver her daughter that night.

I had never delivered a baby before. But it all came to me as I assisted her and it was all so natural.

 

 I believe she wanted me to know she had passed on.

It occurred to me that I was led to sit down and read the paper that day. I never really read the newspaper much back then. I was always a "Live News at 6:00 pm", with dinner kind of girl so I didn't bother reading the paper that much.

 

This was special and she wanted me to know she was now gone.

 

I called her husband and confirmed all I had read. I shared with him how this all happened and what I had heard. He said she had been saying she wanted to get in touch with me just a week before the accident.

She kept that promise.

I believe the true friends we make here will be our friends throughout eternity.

See you again sweet Jay!

Invitation to Eternal LIFE

 

I am often woken up at night by a male voice calling my name.

 HE never has to call me more than once. I hear my name,

"Teri",

and I immediately wake up. HE has my full attention as HE does each and every time HE calls me.

I am always amazed that HE never calls me by my full name, or legal name or even a nick name. HE always speaks to me as a dear and loved friend. HE always speaks what only needs to be said.

HIS second word to me is always the same as well.

 "Come" ,

And then I am off, engulfed by HIS light to wherever HE leads me. Be it here on earth or a place HE has chosen for me to visit or just view.

All of my experiences with HIM are started this same way

every time.

HIS great light enters the room, I see the powerful light, It's warm, trusting and so inviting. It envelopes me and HE calls my name. I don't see HIS face, I only see the amazing light.

I feel HIS presence. It is that of pure love! It's undeniable.

It is wholly amazing!

NEVER do I question HIS authority over me. NEVER do I deny HIM my attention. HE is all consuming, All knowing and ALL Love. I do not ever consider questioning HIM.

 

I have always been safe with HIM, HE teaches me and takes me to places I can barley describe.

My experiences are HIS choosing for me. I never ask for anything. I never make requests. I just listen and obey.

In HIS immense presence there is no place for questions. I stand before HIM in awe of HIS Majesty!  HE is all consuming and  HE commands your every cell to HIS attention!

I submit willingly and wonderfully I bow to HIM!

 

Why am I sharing this you might ask? Because there is nothing special about me. You've seen my pictures. You have read my experiences. I'm just like you.

Perhaps if there is a difference, then the only difference could be this, I choose to believe that HE is exactly who HE says HE is! I choose to relish in the fact that HE loves me, and I HIM.

Who am I speaking of you ask?

I am speaking of GOD Himself!

He comes to me in the personage of the HOLY SPIRIT.

The comforter HE promised to send through JESUS..

He kept HIS promise.

My life has been enriched and blessed because of the decision I made to simply believe.

Believe in HIM.

I didn't ask HIM to choose me, but HE did. I am chosen to share this very word with you, and NOW more specifically.

At this time of year, May HIS love find you believing in who HE is. May your heart be set free, may you live forever in knowing HIS tender mercies for you.

 

HE is what the world needs desperately in 2015 and beyond. I pray you come to know HIM as I have.

He is willing to have this personal relationship with all of us as HE has with me. Will you then be perfect?, No. Will you change overnight?, yes and no. You will live forever with HIM when you believe and accept HIM. Yes, you really will. But your journey will be different from any other journey, because it will be ONLY yours.

 

Merry Christmas! Please except this gift!

HE will make your New Year ahead and all that follow Good  for YOU!

 

The Donut Shop

 

This is a true story of a very bizarre but purposeful 7 year experience I had along with my entire family 42 years ago. I have changed the name of the person and left out the children's names I interacted with to protect their privacy.

 

It was around 1:00 pm in the afternoon in 1977, I was married and living in St. Petersburg FL. Raising my two sons along with my now ex husband. My boys were 4 and 2 years old. We were all out on this particular beautiful, sunny Sunday afternoon for a drive to see some friends in Largo, Florida. It's just a few cities north of St. Petersburg.  We were taking our time just enjoying the light conversation and the great weather, really excited to have been invited up for a day at their pool.

We were heading north up 66th Street, we were taking a different route today for some reason.  We were just passing the light at the corner of 38th Avenue North and 66th Street when all of a sudden I heard the powerful voice of a man speaking to me. You see this was common for me throughout my life. I had heard HIS voice all my life and it was second nature to me to suddenly hear HIM ask me a question or give me direction. HIS voice was firm and yet kind. The voice was always very comforting but extremely strong, unlike other men's voices. It always felt like a powerful vibrational force as HE said to me very matter of fact, "Teri, have your husband stop in the donut shop up ahead and you go in and stand at the counter".  I said out loud, O.K.!

Then I said out loud immediately to my husband, Please pull the car over to that donut shop, there, (as I pointed) on the right, up ahead.  My husband looked at me strangely and said "why"? Are we getting donuts now at this time in the afternoon? I said, "I don't really know yet why, just please, pull in, please just pull in now"! (My husband always fought me on spiritual issues like these) I was now raising my voice as again I firmly said "PULL in there NOW! He said "O.K." and turned the wheel into the parking lot.

I explained to my husband what was happening, I told him of this urgency, I was walking on blind faith here!

Then he said to me again as I waited to hear from the LORD, Teri, why are we here, I don't want a donut.

 I said to him, neither do I but I believe the voice of the LORD has just instructed me to pull in here and go stand at the counter.

 So having said that, I got out of the car and asked my husband to please just be patient and let me see where the next instruction I would receive would lead to.

I just wanted to do as I was asked by the LORD. 

 I pulled my shirt down tight swallowed hard and headed into the Coffee shop. I was thinking the whole time as I walked toward the door, What do I do now LORD?

I walked inside. And I just stood there, like I was told. There weren't that many people in the shop.

Maybe 8 or so total. I just Stood there near the front counter, waiting.

There was a man and women in front of me. I continued to wait. They ordered their donuts. Then as I heard the man giving his order to the waitress, I heard the voice of the LORD again clearly say to me, "Do you see the woman and the three children at the end of the counter", I whispered out loud, yes LORD. He then said to me, "Go to the woman and ask her if there is anything you can do for her, anything at all", I replied "O.K."

 

At the end of the counter was a young woman seated alone and her three children. All girls. The woman had long brown hair and the children were very young.

 

Now, the waitress was starting to speak to me as all this was happening, she said "excuse me ma'am", What can I get for you? I said, well, I'm not sure yet, just a moment please. ( I stood there waiting to see if the Lord was going to give me any further instruction, like exactly what to say to this stranger) She replied, sure, just let me know when you're ready. I then smiled at her and started to head down towards the woman with the long brown hair seated at the end of the counter with the three sweet little girls.  

 

 

As I was walking toward them I said to the Lord, "what will I say, what do you want me to say here"?

He replied to me "say exactly as I have spoken to you". I said again, "O.K." Thinking to myself "here we go"!

 

So I extended my hand to a young pretty woman with long brown hair and big brown eyes, and introduced myself to her. Hi, I said, My name is Teri. She said her name was Debbie, She looked at me rather oddly, I said to her, I'm sure you will find this pretty strange Debbie, but is there anything I can do for you, you see I was asked to ask you this question?

She replied with, "excuse me, what"? Do I know you? Who asked you? I said no actually you don't know me, but I was driving up to Largo to see some friends with my family and as I got near this donut shop I heard the voice of the LORD say to me too pull in here and then, too come speak to you and ask you what I can do for you.

As I was saying this to her a very odd thing happened to me. I felt a surge of power come over me, cloak me actually, it was an unbelievable feeling! I had amazing compassion pour over me for this stranger and her three children.

 I pointed out the window to my car and my husband and children who were just sitting there waiting patiently on me, waved a hello and a smile to Debbie.

 Her face went as white as a sheet. She said, What? Really? Who are you? Are you kidding me here? Oh my God! That's hard to believe.

I said, perhaps it is Debbie, but I am to ask you a question. So I'm wondering, what is it that you need, what can I do for you right now? I was asked to ask you that specifically, what can I do for you! She looked at me as if I were completely nuts and as if she were going to scream! Then she blurted out, sit down please. Please, just sit down here a minute. So I sat on the stool next to her. She was shaking visibly. Her hands were just shaking so hard she was holding them to try to stop them from shaking. I had never seen anyone shake that much before. I put my hand on her shoulder and said, whatever it is you're going through the LORD has heard your prayer, and HE has sent me to help you. What can I do for you? With that she calmed down and stopped shaking.

Her big brown eye's were full of tears. She sat there for a long moment with her head in her hands and sobbing she said "I want to show you something", I said "O.K." She then pulled a piece of paper from her purse unwrapped it quickly and handed it to me. She said, "this is just so crazy,

I can't believe what you're saying to me here"! 

I smiled but did not respond.

I unfolded the paper and said, "do you want me to read this"? She replied, "first promise me you will not tell anybody what you  are about to read"! I said, O.K., I won't tell anybody. She replied then go ahead and read it.

To my absolute shock and amazement, (which I tried to conceal) because what I read was so horrifying, I could hardly believe it myself was all the reasons why Debbie was going to kill herself!Contained in this note was Debbie's suicide letter.

She had planned on taking her life that very day!

Just moments from my fateful visit! GODs instructions to me were purposeful to save her and possibly her children's lives!

She had stopped to get coffee at the donut shop with the girls so she could figure out her details, and how she was going to do this to herself and maybe her children!  She wanted to spend her last moments alive with her children, here at the donut shop!

 

She just couldn't figure out what to do with her daughters at the moment she would commit her crime!

She explained to me she had serious problems at home. She was recently disfellowshipped from her church and was being divorced. Her family had turned their backs on her, her husband was awarded the children in the decree. She now was going to be all alone after 10 years of marriage. He was getting the children. She explained it was because her husband had fallen in love with a younger girl at the church and had gotten the young girl pregnant.

Her husband, an elder in the church, was to marry the young pregnant lady in his congregation and replace his wife (Debbie) with this younger woman. They then they would raise Debbie's girls and raise their family as one new happy family. 

It all sounded very strange to me.

Debbie was so distraught to say the least. Her husband had accused her of being an unfit mother to justify their divorce and move on with his new plans. There was nothing she could do.

As odd as the story was, I did not question her further.

 

This young woman at the donut counter was so discouraged and broken she could hardly speak as she told me her side of her sad and hurtful story. I just listened. My heart just broke for her.  

After about 20 minutes, I walked outside and let my husband know what was happening. He asked me what I thought we were to do for her? I said I feel as if I'm going to leave it up to her. I'm going to let her direct the outcome of this visit, as I hadn't heard anything else from the LORD since I started talking with her!  HE asked me to ask her what I could do for her, so I would wait for her to tell me what to do.

It was decided then by Debbie, that I would take her children and keep them safe while she spent some time alone, and she would call me in a day or two after she thought things through. I agreed to do this only if she agreed to do nothing foolish. She agreed, she said she was so overwhelmed with what I had told her from GOD that she wasn't going to go through with her suicide plan now. Even though I knew I couldn't really depend on that promise she made to me, I just had to trust GOD! I hoped I would see her again in just a few day's.

We prayed with her in the parking lot, hugged her and assured her we would do as GOD instructed us. I gave her my phone number and address. Introduced her to my husband, who verified to her what GOD had told me and how HE instructed me to pull into the donut shop. She was just flabbergasted about it all!

We invited her to come home with us. We pleaded with her telling her we would say nothing about what she was dealing with. She hesitated and said "no", thank you, I think I need to be alone for awhile. she said she just had to sort things out in her mind. She needed time. She convinced me she would be in touch in a few days. I had no choice but to believe her.

I guess she just needed time to understand how all this had come to be. After all, it isn't every day this sort of thing happens in this manner.

I assured her I would care for her sweet young girls as if they were my own until she returned. I told her not to worry at all, I was as far away as a phone call. I gave her the tag number on my car just to give her more peace. I asked her if she needed any money? She said , No.

So, I loaded the little darlings into the car in the back seat with my boy's and I drove off with her three precious daughters, safe now, in the back seat of our car. They were instantly all so happy to be with us. I was surprised, as if they had known us all their little lives. I think they were emotionally drained from the stress of being with their seriously distraught mother. They actually seemed excited and  immediately started chatting with my boy's.

 

It would be three weeks before I heard from or saw Debbie again.

I must say, I was starting to wonder if I would ever see her again! Talk about stressful, I had no idea if she had gone through with her plan or not. There were no cell phones back in that day, so there was no way of communicating with each other. Something inside me had assured me however that everything was going to be fine, but I must agree the waiting is never easy!

She came to the front door alone one afternoon and the girls and I were elated to see her. Such joy was in my heart, she was alive and now safe!

I was so grateful she was still alive! She looked me right in the eyes and one of the first things she said to me was she would be converting from her religion to mine! She was so impressed with how GOD had come through for her in her absolute deepest darkest hour, literally. She said she never felt so loved like this in all her life.

 

This began a 7 year friendship with Debbie and our family. She did convert to become a Christian.  She lived with us, her and the girls, for over a year from that first day until we could help her get on her feet and into her own home.

I never questioned the limits of service I was asked of GOD. Miracles and blessing continued over the next 7 years, everyone at church and in my family witnessed them all. I never tried to change the flow of helping this woman.

I understood I was to do what ever it took to help her find her way.

But the story would continue to have it's twists and turns.

 

For some of us to be given such love and kindness, dedication and service it would have been more than enough. Others, will walk away, ignore and forget what a HOLY GOD and a good friend had done for them.

It wasn't my place to judge her, it was my place to help her.

I was to be open, available and kind, understanding and helpful.

I realized what the LORD was doing in my life by having me become the servant.

It clarified for me how HE while here alive on this planet as a man himself, HE had done the same thing constantly. I identified personally with HIS ministry, and the lessons I learned which were very hard and painful at times, so difficult as seven people crammed into a small 2 bedroom home lived out their lives. The goal was peace, and that is exactly what I found.

I look back often at those days and smile.

I left my home one beautiful sunny Sunday morning to visit friends in a neighboring city, took a different longer route for some odd reason and then heard the voice of GOD himself redirect my plans for that day, and my life to save a woman and her three children.

My world instantly and forever would change. This miracle in the making would challenge my faith and teach me how to love others, truly love with the love of Christs ministry here on earth.

I highly advise this for all readers. Jump in, abandon your own plans and let the love of GOD guide you, there is no better high, no better satisfaction known to man in this life than to lay down his life (or plans) for his friends!

 

Miracles like these are all around us. Waiting for us to obey and tap into them. We have to listen for them, recognize them, and truly just obey the signs and the LORDS calling, to see what lessons for this life can come of it all. I might add that not questioning, once you know HIS voice is always beneficial as well.

It is all about learning, growing and coming to feel and understand GODS love and HIS human life here among us!

Everything HE does with us is purposeful!

It never ceases to amaze me what can happen when we don't question and just simply obey! 

To obey is better than sacrifice, (1 Samuel 15:22)

The Miracle

 

So, it was the Autumn of 1998.  I was on the beach with a bunch of friends. We had all decided this would be a day of hanging out at a majestic old resort, The Don CeSar, on one of America's finest beaches on the West coast of Florida and enjoy a spectacular sunset. We had had a early dinner at the "Don" and headed out on the beach. The Sunsets are always so colorful and majestic out over the Gulf of Mexico. It's always a beautiful sight!

 

There were about 8 of us in all.

We were all running around all over the place just laughing playing tag and being silly. It had been an awesome day. My youngest son was one of the people with us in the group. We were all having a really wonderful time, but it was starting to get late and I was wondering when we should all pack up and get ready to head back home. Just then one of the girls that was there with us, all of a sudden screamed out and said "OH NO, I've lost my car key"!

 She had driven about 4 people to the beach for the outing that day. I asked her if it was on a key chain or a fob? She said no, it was just the single key she had put in her pocket and now it was gone.

We all were thinking "Oh no, this won't end well". We had covered an entire city block wide area while playing tag and running all over the beach. I decided the only thing

we could do is to all hold hands and

PRAY for divine intervention! 

 We needed this key to get people home so we needed to find this lost key before the sun set. We all knew we needed a miracle.  It was completely dark now on the beach and only the lights from the street gave us any hope of seeing anything, and they were not as close as we needed them to be.

 

We all gathered in a circle grabbed the hand next to us and  I prayed, "Please LORD, help us find this lost key, we thank you for hearing this prayer, we need a miracle, Amen"!

 

It was no grand prayer full of elegant words and promises, just a simple begging from my heart! We all said Amen, and then after about 2 minutes, my son Joshua said, is this it? He held up a single key with a square end to it, and sure enough, there it was! We all started screaming, jumping up and down and laughing and crying! It was a miracle and it only took two minutes to reach us!

 

I have always wondered just how Joshua found that key! He claims he literally stepped on it. Have you ever been to the beach? Have you ever seen how thick the sand can be and how anything you stand on can get buried in the sand in an instant? And in the dark no less? Well, I have! I was just in amazement of this recovery. It was a blessing for sure, but then again I prefer to call it a

miracle. GOD heard our prayer and HE delivered!

You can't make these things up! This was a blessing beyond blessings. I am so grateful! GOD does answer prayer.

 

 

Divine Intervetion

It was the summer of 1983 and I was walking home from a local corner food store less than a mile from my home. I had run to the store just for the exercise and a cup of coffee, the coffee was my reward for the exercise. It was about 8:00 pm at night and it was starting to get dark out. I wanted to get home quickly so I decided to take a short cut behind the food store and go through a small wooded area. It was along a train track that was close to my neighborhood but would get me home a few minutes quicker than walking the street route home.

I started heading behind the little store and was walking at a brisk pace to get through the lightly wooded area. It was getting really dark and I saw 3 young men standing on the outskirts of the trees near the Rail road tracks.

I wasn't really concerned as I was obviously older than the three boys from what I could hear of their voices in the distance and thought to myself, they're probably harmless little kids. So I kept walking at a good pace.  I did pay close attention to the boys however. I realized it could be a problem.

All of a sudden I heard the one young man say to the others, "hey, when she gets close to the tracks lets grab her purse and rough her up", then he laughed! I was shocked and horrified all in the same moment when I heard that, as I was getting closer and closer to them with every step. They didn't realize I could hear them and I began to panic a bit. It actually didn't make any sense that I could hear them so clearly, I wasn't that close I thought! How was it possible for me to have heard this?

My heart was pounding as I got closer and closer to the young men.

I had just cashed a large check a day before at my bank and had around three hundred dollars cash in my wallet as I approached these boys and I knew if they tried to over power me they probably would get my purse easily. Three against one was bad odds for me!

I cried out to GOD and prayed "GOD please help me NOW"!

Just as the words left my thoughts, I heard a very strong male voice whisper in my left ear "Ask the boy's if you can borrow a dime for a phone call". So as I got directly across from them, right at the rail road tracks I said to them, "hey you guy's got a dime I can borrow for the phone at the store over there"?

They all answered and said, (very politely I might add),

"no sure don't". I was still shaking a bit as I kept on walking towards them. But I acted and spoke as if I weren't a bit afraid.

I was now close enough to see their faces. One said, hey, where you going? I said "home to get some money", I forget my change purse! Then I laughed and walked quickly over the train tracks and onto the neighborhood street. I was at a faster clip now. The street lights had come on and I was grateful to be closer to the roadway. They boy's were still talking to me, but I kept walking. My heart was pounding so fast and loud I could barely hear what they were saying. I felt like I was going to faint. I didn't want to even look behind me to see if they were coming my way. I thought as long as I'm on this street I can bolt to a local home for help if I need to.

Then all at once an amazing peace came over me!

After about two minutes, I looked behind me and I could see by the street lights that they were way behind me at the same place I had walked quickly past them. It was then that I realized the voice that spoke to me, literally saved me! It must have been an Angel I thought to myself? I clearly heard him say to me, to ask to borrow a dime. I didn't question what I heard. I was so afraid I simply repeated what I hear him say.  I just did as the voice said! I would have never thought of that on my own! I was to panic stricken at that moment to come up with a plan. How was it I thought I could hear them all so clearly too? Why did that happen?

I thanked GOD all the way home for sending a messenger to help me.  I had asked and for help to protect me and I received it!  I carried all that money safely past the boy's and the danger they poised towards me. The VOICE I heard spared me from a very different possible outcome!

Even today as I think of this memory I give the Glory to GOD for this miracle in my life! It was truly divine intervention!

One more vocal intervention that I am very grateful for!



The Seraphim and The Doors

So it was 1983, I had had a very powerful experience with two Seraphs (Angels) a few years earlier.   An Angel had appeared to me and I had been taken out of my body and brought to a city where two HUGE doors were presented before me. I was promised the doors to be opened according to the timing of GOD himself.

He had made this promise to me and spoke to me through the Angel HE had sent to deliver me to the city where the doors were.

I had shared this with a handful of close friends and family in 1976 when I had the experience and then we never spoke of it again.

 

Odd and amazing spiritual happenings were very prevalent in my life in the 70's, and now I was soon to add the 80's to that list.

 

So anyway, my older sister was down visiting from Wisconsin with her two twin daughters, my sweet adorable nieces and her son, my nephew. The twins were three years old and as cute as could be. My sister wanted to spend some alone time with our Mother as her visit was coming to an end, so she asked me if I would babysit the children for her. Mom and her could spend some much needed alone time together. I jumped at the chance to have these sweeties over to spend some time with Aunt Teri.   

After my sister and Mom headed off to the beach and a nicely planned lunch I settled into a time of singing and coloring with these little darlings. We sang songs and laughed and colored for over an hour. I needed to get some lunch for the girls and their brother started, so I gave them all a colored pencil set and asked them to draw me something special.

I could see the girls laying on the tile floor coloring away and drawing, they were making such sweet little conversation with each other as twins do, and their brother was off coloring alone. It was truly adorable! As I prepared the sandwiches and loaded them onto the plates both of the girls ran up to me holding their pictures they had drawn for me. I put the plates down to look at what they came up with. To my shock and surprise, I saw two doors. Two HUGE doors! Each twin drew one door! They matched almost perfectly, and in front of the doors they drew big yellow fire! This was amazing as this is what I saw as the Seraphim were standing in front of the doors the LORD had promised to me years earlier in 1976. That fire was the protection of "The HOLY SPIRIT" who was guard over the promise spoken to me by GOD!

I was fascinated how these two little three year old girls could draw these doors! They were huge doors, just as I had seen. Then they put the yellow fire in front of them! This was beyond odd to me.   

I didn't know what to think but I knew this was not a coincidence.

As is with most things done in Faith we walk expecting and here it was. I knew then that the LORD was reminding me of the promise he had made to me.

It has been said that the LORD works in strange ways. I am here to tell you and attest to that fact.

Yes, HE does.

Many years later I look back to see how faithful HE has been to me. The wisdom and insight HE has given me.

My life hasn't been perfect, but this I know....I am never alone!



The Messanger Angel

It was 1982, I was at home lying on the couch in my front room, it was about 2:00 pm in the afternoon. I was waiting for some friends to come by for a visit. I was really excited that they were coming over. I was thinking they should be by just about anytime now. I am always ready and waiting so early before anyone comes to visit. I had gotten the coffee ready and the snacks I would be serving. 
 I was waiting near the front door, so I decided to stretch out on the couch and read for a while to take my mind off of the fact that my friends were late.

I was starring out the front door which I had open, only the screen door was closed. It was a beautiful warm summer day.

I saw a glimmer from my right peripheral view and I looked in that direction and to my complete amazement I saw an Angel who had appeared there, just like that! He was dressed in a long white robe standing less than 2 feet from me! He was about 6 feet tall and had long white hair to his shoulders. He had soft white ringlets in his hair. His eyes were big, clear and very blue. There was a flesh color in his face, his lips had a slight red tint on them and he looked very peaceful, healthy and serene. He had an appealing smile on his face but did not speak to me at all.  He was so beautiful! I found myself amazed that he just appeared from nowhere! I sat up immediately and he stood back just a bit. I starred at him waiting to hear something.
He said nothing. He stood there looking me right in the eyes. I drank in every moment with my eyes. It was a divine moment I will never forget! I waited still for him to say something to me. He said nothing at all.

Nothing! He spoke not one word! His countenance was so kind, caring and concerned for me. He was a beautiful creature to behold. Perfection I thought to myself, simple perfection!

 

We were both looking right into each others eyes still. I didn't want to look away. I felt that this moment was divine intervention! But why? It was orphic!  The light in the room was different. The mood was so refreshing and calm.

I said not a word. I was still sort of stunned. He had a chiseled face of such perfection and was so strong in appearance. I was just in awe of his presence. He wasn't like any human man at all. He seemed to possess such pure energy! It's really hard to describe that moment.

 

After about a minute or two of sizing each other up, he pointed straight out the front door. His gaze changed to that of a serious nature. I looked down his arm in the direction he pointed out the door and to my surprise, right where the end of his finger pointed was exactly where my friends car had just pulled in and parked in my driveway!
That was odd I thought to myself.
My friends are finally here, now, while an amazing Angel is pointing at them through the doorway!
 I looked at the Angels face to see if he was going to speak to me about my friends who had just arrived and he vanished between me seeing the end of his finger and looking back to see his face! He was gone! Just that fast. Just like that!

 

My friends (Brian and Anne) were both sitting out in their car. They were having an argument actually with each other, How odd I thought, which is why they didn't come in as the Angel was pointing at them.

Here is this amazing, fantastic moment in time and these two are fighting! It just made no sense to me!

 

I ran out to the car, interrupted their argument and told them what had just happened. They refocused a moment and said, "What"?They asked me what the Angel said? I told them he said nothing. He only pointed out the door just as they drove up and they stopped exactly where the end of his finger had pointed! We all wondered what that could have meant?  We had no idea, not even a clue.

I thought and expressed, why would GOD allow something like this to happen and then leave me hanging? They agreed. We didn't know? We went on about our day. My thoughts kept returning to the incident, but I couldn't figure out what the Angel was inferring. How strange this was I kept pondering.

 

Many years have passed since that experience. I did finally see what the Angel was pointing out. Brian and Anne would be a very special couple in my life. I was to support their ministry. And to this day I pray for them and support them as I can.  They are an anointed couple with a wonderful gift. Serving GOD and walking their life out before the eyes of the LORD.

 

I thank GOD for the that Angel appearing to me and I have said on more than one occasion, "the Angels of the Most High are always welcome in my home, as is HE himself"!

 



The Nephilim

 In those days, and even later, there were giants (Nephilim) on the earth, They were the great heroes and famous men of long ago. (Genesis 6:4)



 

So, as I understand this then, the  record of the Nephilim are not simply myths or stories handed down from one generation to another. As some people would like you to believe. They were actual men/angelic (creatures) who existed along side other men in that day. Why do I say creatures? If we keep reading this account we see that they are very different from us. Their origin is not the same as ours at all. They are extraterrestrial in nature because they were not born here on Earth!

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The Nephilim were part Angel and part Man (Human).
There is no clarity to where they were actually born. They are actually a hybrid allowed by GOD himself!

They had angelic fathers and human mothers. Angelic fathers who were the original fallen angels according to the biblical text and human mothers who were all daughters of Eve. The union of these two separate species brought forth (gave birth to) another species known as "giants". They simply did not exist before this union brought them about. They were known as "men" of renown. I was interested to see there were no mention of female giants in any of the texts.  These Nephilim born to women, were all men.

What this has opened my eyes to see is that there can be an angelic interaction while in this life. The thought is a bit overwhelming but if it happened then, I believe it can still happen now. I think many women have experienced this union.  It has been said and I firmly believe, "there is nothing new under the sun". History constantly repeats itself over and over. So this would be no different.
(The only differences ever are the people from generation to generation. The desires, greed, ego, love, hate scenarios all play out exactly the same from one generation to the other). 
So why not this one?

 

So, if the Nephilim are real, what else is real that we have a hard time wrapping our minds around?

Are these giants still among us? Could it be possible that this blood line is still alive today? We do have giant humans living amongst us today. We have all seen them.

Wasn't it recorded that King David of the Bible slew a giant called Goliath with his sling shot? 

 

These days giants actually are still among us. The blood lines are still alive but have been intermingled with the human species many times over through out the years, but they are still here. Goliath was recorded as having brothers who were also giants. Looks like there were a lot of angels intermingling with the daughters of Eve.   

Truth has always been stranger than fiction.

Can we handle the truth? The whole truth and nothing but the truth?  Even if it has us questioning everything we thought we knew?

There is the million dollar question.

So many women  who are wonderful, loving wives to their husbands have shared strange frightening dreams with me over the years. They have reported waking up from these dreams after experiencing very aroused emotions.
I have even heard some of them share it was the best experience sexually they have ever had!
Many women report having odd sexual "dreams" where they say creatures are mingling with them in the evenings while they sleep.
They aren't sure if the creatures are fully human! 
Could this be an angelic account? Could it be demonic in nature, since it appears to be fallen angels we are talking about?
These are the stories of the Nephilim.
Is this still happening today?
Yes, that is the million dollar question.
My answer is "yes, I certainly believe it is"!
There are many things we may not understand within our known dimensions, however that does not mean that they aren't happening!
Sweet dreams!

The Infected Baton, Lies We Tell Our Children.

When I was a little girl my parents taught me about Santa Clause, they said he was the reason for Christmas. They told me about the Easter Bunny and said he was the reason for Easter. They told me about Halloween, Thanksgiving and many, many more stories that were partial truths. I never heard about how we poisoned the Indians and stole their land and then slaughtered many and stuck the rest on reservations. I was lied to at school as well. My parents continued on with these partial truths about life, they said all people in authority were to be trusted, They said there were no ghosts, aliens, spirits, and other paranormal subjects.  Everybody it seemed as adults were part of the deception, part of the cover up, part of the big lie.

 

I grew up listening to news reporters who agreed with my parents and said this and then that. Teachers who said this and then that, and in the middle of it all was me. What was I going to make of it all? Who could I trust? Who could I believe and where was the truth?  Our government, our presidents, our wars, the youth of America, where was

 the truth?

 

It occurred to me after the Vietnam war  and some of the music I had heard questioning everything happening at that time, that something WAS VERY wrong. Something was wrong with what my parents taught me. I think even they were beginning to see it for the first time themselves.

 

When I was having experience after paranormal experience I figured out I was ill prepared for the truth! I had no idea what to do about so many situations I found myself in. The world was not a beautiful place after I had been raped twice by the time I was 16. The dis-service my parents did towards me was to make life look like a bowl of cherries, when in fact there were moments when it was more like a rotted bowl of fruit.

 

Just consider this, if we were to stop lying, just start telling the children the truth. Shut off the radio, T.V. and internet and sit down and start a conversation with our children and grandchildren and educate them about the truth that is our lives.  Prepare them for the situations that we found ourselves struggling with, just consider the difference it could make for them!

 

We would no longer give birth to sheeple, we would give birth to truth, education and empowerment, wisdom and understanding. We would not have to prepare the children, they would be well equipped to handle odd situations, they would understand misinformation tactics and not be easily led astray from TRUTH.

 

I found out later in life myself. I woke up in my late thirty's. Much of the damage had already been done with my children. I had to try to reeducate them as young adults. Could they ever trust me again for feeding so many partial truths to them as I had been fed myself. I was passing an infected baton onto them. TRUTH was beginning to surface now, like the truth about tobacco, drugs and worthless investments. But hey, I'm awake! I'm a true survivor! I delight in the TRUTH. It's a way of life for me now. I won't stand with those who continue the cover-ups. 

I implore you to wake up!

 

There are angels, aliens, ghosts, and odd paranormal things going on in this life. GOD is who HE said HE is and HE is so much bigger than religions would have you believe. People are not all good. There are many sick and twisted minds out there, yes, even in authority over us, who are wicked and function from self gain. Greed and power are their motto. They mean you NO GOOD at all. They want to control you. But now it's your choice. What do you say?

 

Just don't lie to the children. They are our future. Prepare them for all of life!

We are spiritual beings on a human journey. There are many facets to this life. Open their eyes and let them work out their own path. After all, we are all walking each other home. No one gets out of this life alive in the body.

Truth is STRANGER than fiction

Truth is STRANGER than fiction.

I had just gotten home from an all day trip out of town to do a house cleansing from a very strong entity which had overtaken a young girl here in Florida when I had this odd account happen to me.  The young girl had been plagued by this dark taunting spirit which was appearing frequently to her and  now her younger brother. Their mother contacted me to come release her daughter and son as they had tried everything and everyone to no avail. The mother reported that they had invited  pastors, clergy, psychic's, mediums and séances to free the home and children and it was all making things much worse. Much worse!

My team and I agreed to go immediately to help this sweet family get deliverance from this vexing spirit. What happened that day was another paranormal experience I want to share with you.

The night before I went to their home I had this very strong over powering dark, demonic entity come to me in a dream. It was strong, very dark and secure in it's stance against me. I fought it in the name of JESUS all night long. Over and over it came at me. I was tenacious and came against it with the power of the LORD and great faith. It was no easy battle however, it seemed to be a fight against will's. Unrelenting I thought as I fought this spirit. But after what seemed like hours, the victory was mine in the name of JESUS and I woke up exhausted and prepared for the long trip out of town to this desperately waiting young family. I often get dreams like this before I go to a home. Usually even before the person contacts me, I've already done the battle and won.

When I entered the home I proceeded with great expectations of locating and delivering these young children and home from this enemy I had fought throughout the evening the night before. I was extremely confident having already obtained the Victory throughout the previous evening. However it was an all day exhausting affair. The spirit was difficult to locate as it was here and then there and changing forms throughout the day. It was elusive and it knew why I was there! Once I located and rebuked the spirit and all was established I stayed and prayed with the family and cleansed and anointed the home. When I left the home I felt I had complete control of the spirit and home situation. It was finished.

Weary from a full day of spiritual activity and involvement, and little sleep the night before, I headed home with my team and I went straight to bed. I truly was exhausted, the long trip to the home and the experience had wiped me out.

As I closed my eyes to reflect on the day and get some much needed rest I had a dark, large, frightening and strong facial apparition come at me with incredible force and speed. I knew who this was. I wasn't afraid, but I was angry!  I looked it right in the eyes and said "get out of here in the name of JESUS, get right out that front door, NOW". Get OUT!

(I had only had this happen one time before in the early 70's after a deliverance I was a part of. I was trained how to handle these attacks. The "follow you home" syndrome. I don't allow spirits to harass me for an instant. You cannot entertain them for a moment!)

I then rolled over in my bed and fell fast asleep.

The next morning I awoke at about 6:00 am to send off one of the team members who were heading off to work, and as I opened the front door to my surprise there were thousands of dead bugs everywhere all over the front porch. Literally thousands of little black bugs everywhere! Just outside the front door.

It was then that I remembered and shared with my team member that I had cast an entity last night that attacked me right out the front door. I was certain this is what had killed all these bugs. I am certain as the demonic entity exited my home it took this mass of bugs in it's anger, as nothing like this has ever happened in all the time I have lived at this address before. Not even one bug was ever found dead at the front door. I cast that entity out the front door and it somehow caused thousands of bugs to die and fall right where I cast it out. I am sharing the photo I took that very morning from one area where the bugs could be easily seen. We had not sprayed or done anything to cause this phenomenon. It was a clear and obvious sign to me of the night before and the casting out of the entity.

Entity's do have power and they have some dominion depending on the situation. Never assume you can handle them alone. Get help if you are experiencing any hauntings, trauma or physical aggression.

These situations call for trained and able people to cleanse and cast out the apparitions. They do exist. They won't leave unless the demonologist has the power to cleanse and deliver. Without the correct help you could be making matters much worse and find yourself possessed. 

 I am available along with my team or depending where you are we can make a suggestion for you to get real help.

 

The only power on this earth for real deliverance is in "the name of JESUS". It's the only name respected by the enemy and evil forces, and HIS power can and will set you free from these terrifying demonic experiences.

Don't worry, JESUS is not the Hollywood hyped up or TV rated version of deliverence. HE is the answer and has the power to deliver you....NOW

 

I have not since been harassed at all by this spirit that attacked me.

I am free of any fear of it as well. It's the covering that only the LORD can provide that keeps me safe and secure.