Showing posts with label Aliens. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Aliens. Show all posts

Monday, June 8, 2015

Extraterrestrial Awareness

So, it was 1979, I was on my way home from work late one night. I had left my place of employment at 2:00 a.m. I had about a 20 minute drive to St. Petersburg from Clearwater.  I was headed South on 28th Street North as I was nearing 34th Avenue where I would make my left into my neighborhood. As I was approaching this intersection I could see just past my left turn, straight ahead of me, something hovering over the railroad tracks.
I had no idea what it was. It was certainly not a train of any sort I thought as I approached it, as it was too high off the track and I could see clearly underneath it. What was that I thought out loud?
I was just under 200 feet from the craft now.
I slowed the car down as I passed my turn into the neighborhood and drove closer to the railroad tracks.
I remember the car now just shutting off as if I had turned the key off, but I never touched the key, my hands were still on the steering wheel!
I thought to myself, "Wow, that's odd", but before I could finish much of that thought I looked up through my cars window shield and saw the most amazing, beautiful object. 
This was like a living machine. It was stunning. It looked like one singular piece of metal that shown in the moonlight with a pewter like silver glow. It had a white blue light running along the center of it ever so slowly. It spread out over both lanes of the road, I found out later it was 42 feet in length and about 5 feet high. The blue light on the middle of the craft was like nothing I had ever seen before. It was a soft white pulsating blue glow. It was beautiful! The  craft was hovered, yet silent. No noise at all, no exhaust or emission of any kind. No steam either, how odd I thought. How can it do that?
I thought to myself, I have must have had an accident? Am I dreaming? Did I die? How can this be hovered over the railroad track? I don't believe in other worldly flying saucers. I have always thought they were comic book entertainment. I actually slapped my face hard on both sides to make sure I hadn't crashed and died!
No I felt that slap! Both times. I'm sitting here in the middle of 28th Street North staring south at something I don't believe in that is hovered over the railroad tracks! I was shocked! Truly dumbfounded in every sense of the word.
I was in awe of this amazing sight before my eyes.
I said to myself "whatever you do Teri, DON'T get out of the car!
And just as soon as I said that, I reached for the handle to let myself out of the car!
I started to call on GOD, "what is that GOD"?
How can this be happening to me? I remember saying "LORD, where do I file this in my mind"? How is this real?
Once out of the car I  stood firm holding tightly onto the open door jam of my little Honda Civic. I was truly white knuckle holding on tight to that door jam. I looked to my right and to my left, I looked behind me, there was no one anywhere. Not a sound either, No other cars anywhere. Where was every body? Then I thought to myself, of course no one is out here, it's 2:30 in the morning by now. I'm here all alone! But isn't anyone else around here awake?
Am I the only one seeing this?
 
I couldn't hear the noise of the city. Everything was perfectly still, as if I were in some protected bubble. Somehow I could see clearly even though it was dark out? Not even the slightest breeze could I see or feel. I could see the lights from businesses down the street and the light kept going from green to red on the corner of 28th Street and 30th Avenue, but there were no sounds. It was surreal.
I continued to stare at the craft hovering over the train tracks.
It was a mesmerizingly beautiful sight. Like nothing I had ever seen or imagined.
I thought to myself, "if GOD has allowed me to see this amazing sight here tonight there must be a reason for it. HE is showing me  there is a lot more to HIS story than what I currently know"!
I felt safe, and calm for some reason but  I was extremely curious.
 
All of a sudden after what seemed like only a few seconds I saw a huge blue white light shining towards me from my far right. It was the same sort of light that was circling the craft in front of me. 
 I looked into the light and saw a figure standing in the light. It had a huge head and was very thin and tall. It appeared to be whitish. The white blue light shown almost through it, which I thought was really odd. The being was very ugly and I remember looking away from it, thinking Oh GOD, you have to be kidding me, what the hell is that?  I seriously was shocked at this point as I tried to look away from the being. It was very creepy. Like nothing I had ever seen before. But somehow I was not completely afraid. I know that seems hard to believe, but I believe I was in denial a bit at what I was actually seeing. I know I didn't want to look straight at it because it was so ugly and different from anything I had ever seen. It had two of the biggest eyes I had ever seen on any creature in my life. But I wasn't afraid to the point of running. I felt I was again, somehow safe. Like this being was actually calming me somehow. I have no clue how however!
 
I remember looking down at the pavement to take my eyes off this being for a moment and I saw that I was standing on the road just in front of my car now. How did I get here? When did I let go of the car door jam?  I thought to myself, well, I'm certainly not going over there near that thing! And just as I said that, I saw my feet floating towards the creature in the blue light. I was not walking on the pavement, I was moving closer to the grass where the light and the creature were.  I could barely feel my feet, they seemed very heavy!
  
(I don't remember much after that until 32 years later, when I had a regression therapy with my then friend "Kathleen Marden". What I remembered in the regression session came to me over the period of her walking me through the process four different times).  Remembrance came slowly and unraveled a bit more with each visit. I was so grateful. I wanted to understand what happened to me that night. I just wanted to understand!
 
What I remembered with her expert help was being on the craft. In a small, very softly lit room of all white. No seams in the room I noticed, just a soft white glow with a table that I was lying on. The walls seemed to be the light in the room, the whole wall! It was like nothing I ever saw before. The room felt sterile but small. I lifted up my head from the table and saw my legs stretched out in front of me  and my sandals still on my feet. I am 5' 71/2" and I really felt somewhat cramped. I saw my uniform from my job still on me. I saw two different small creatures near my ankles. One on each side. The one on the left side was touching my ankle. I was very concerned! I don't know how I got in here? What are these things in here with me I was thinking? They were not the same as the one I had seen outside this room in the light. But the tall white creature was near my right shoulder and looking down on me. I looked up at it and noticed there was no nose or mouth. Just small slits like. The eyes were dominant. The skin was puffed but smooth and white. He (and I say he, because the voice seemed male), had no ears or hair on his body. He looked at me and said to me through his eyes, which I later found out was mental telepathy,
"We will not hurt you.  We will not take you".
It was just very matter of fact!
I immediately thought to myself "take me where"?
That was all I remember hearing audibly.
 
The next thing I remembered, I was again in front of my car. Just standing there. Alone in the middle of the street again. I looked around behind me and to both sides. My car door was still wide open. There was still no one else around. The light to my right was now gone. The craft I had seen earlier was still hovered over the railroad tracks in the exact same place it was before. I don't know how long I stood there staring at it, but all of a sudden it flipped vertically 90 degrees to it's right side. And now I beheld it vertically. It happened so fast I don't even recall seeing it flip. It instantaneously just flipped. I watched it there in the vertical position for a few minutes. I'm just not sure how long. Then I said something out loud that shocked me! I said "Please don't leave me here"! Please, don't go! I actually was begging this craft to stay! I thought to myself, what the heck am I saying here? Why am I saying that? That makes no sense at all.
And then I said it all again!
With that the craft took off at an incredible rate of speed towards the south and again came to a dead stop about 500 feet up in the air above me. I could still see the craft clearly. It was still in the vertical position with the belly of the craft to the left side.
All of a sudden, as if this experience weren't enough, I saw a huge ball of fire exit the belly of the craft and pulsate there next to the craft for a few minutes. Again I don't know how long it stayed there with the craft. I wondered what the fireball was going to do?
Again, I yelled out,
Please don't leave me here! Come back! Don't leave me!
Then, all of a sudden the craft and the fireball took off instantly at the same time at an incredible rate of speed to the west, towards the Gulf of Mexico.
I stood all alone now in the dark in the middle of the street and looked up in the sky saying "please, please come back".
 
I was so very confused by all this. I walked around for a minute or two in the center of the road. I had to try to wrap my mind around all this. What just happened here? Why? I had to talk to someone. I had to tell someone who knew and loved me. I needed to feel safe sharing this amazing experience. I decided right there and then that I would drive over to my Mom's and tell her what had just happened. So I got into my car and headed north back down 28th street to 50th Avenue North, where she lived. It was only about a minutes trip to her house from mine. I knocked on her door and her husband came to the door and said, "Teri, what are you doing here at this time in the morning"? I said, "Marty, Please, I just have to talk to my Mom, He said, "do you know what time it is"? I said, yes, I do, he said, it's 4:00 a.m. in the morning Teri, your mother is sleeping! (I laughed as he said this because I thought to myself, this nut thinks it's 4:00 a.m. in the morning, but it's only around 2:45 a.m. I thought to myself  because I was just was coming home from work, so it can't possibly be 4:00 a.m.) So I said to him again, "please Marty, can you wake her up, I really need to speak to her"?
I had no idea I had just experienced missing time. I didn't know there was such a thing as missing time, so how could it have made any sense to me? I thought Marty was mistaken when he told me what time it actually was.
Just then I saw my Mom come around the corner tying her robe belt and she said, "Marty, who is it there?  He replied to her, it's Teri, and my Mom said well for heavens sake Mart, let her in! I apologized to my Mom and Marty and said "I'm so sorry to come over so late at night, but I have just experienced something so bizarre I don't know what to think about it and I had to talk to someone who knows and loves me.
I relayed the entire night to her at that point.
And she listened quietly. She never questioned or interrupted me.
After I had finished explaining it all as it had happened, she looked me right in the eyes and said calmly and softly,
"Teri, don't worry about this, I have seen them too"!
I was beyond shocked when she said that!
 
There is so much more to this experience. But this is all I will share here. We are truly NOT alone on this planet. And again I will say,
Truth is stranger than any fiction!
WE ARE NOT ALONE!
~
 

Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Fear for a Night

 
So, I was very young and living in Wisconsin. It was a cold evening as I remember. My sister and I had a bedroom in the attic of our new home that we shared. The rest of the family slept on the second floor. We were five years apart my sister and I. She is the older. This upper room was always very quiet. It was also one floor away from the bathroom, so getting around in the dark at night was never any fun. Since it was lights out at 7:00p.m. back then.
I remember waking up one night in the cold winter and in the moonlight from a gable window in our small bedroom, the light from the moon was beaming in. It was so bright! It was so pretty!
I'm pretty sure it was the moon light anyway?
That would have been no big deal, except that the light was illuminating my sister, completely. She was not lying in bed under her covers as I  would have thought her to be, she was actually sitting on the edge of her bed with her feet dangling over the side and starring out the small window into the moonlight with her eyes wide open and with I could see a very scary half smile on her face.
It was as if she were transfixed on something.  She seemed to be in a freeze frame almost, she wasn't even blinking. I was to young to know if she was asleep sitting there or what was happening to her. I remember being overcome with a horrifying fear. Her face scared me being so transfixed so I yelled out to her several times to stop smiling like that, stop it, and lay down and go back to sleep. I remember telling her to "Stop scaring me", stop it right now! After I had said it for the fourth time she blinked. But did not move. Her face expressions never altered as if she were truly frozen like that.
Nothing moved. Not her smile not her hands or her feet. she was just staring out the window in the moonlight.
I was completely creeped out by her behavior. The moon had lit her face up and I was so transfixed looking at her. It was so unlike anything that had ever happened before. It was so scary actually. I could not look away.  She seemed to be communicating with someone, but I couldn't see anyone.
What was she looking at? I was much to afraid to look myself.
I just wanted her to stop smiling like that!
 
All of a sudden with out any prodding from me, she laid back down and said "goodnight". She was fast asleep and I was left sitting in my bed still watching her, I was absolutely frightened to death.  I was wrapped up in my covers. I remember that I ran over to her bed and shook her because I was crying and afraid and I said stop what your doing your scaring me. She woke up and looked at me as if I were nut's and said, "Teri stop it, get in your bed and get to sleep. Leave me alone. What are you talking about"? Then she said it again to me, Get to bed, leave me alone.
I didn't understand, how could she not remember what she had just taken part in? Didn't she know she was sitting there staring out the window?
Because she was older than me I remember thinking, "she told me twice to leave her alone, maybe I better leave her alone".
With that and being about 4 years old, I climbed back into my bed and laid there crying and afraid and finally fell asleep. I remember not wanting to look at her anymore it was so scary. I was really shaken by what had just happened.
 
I will never forget that night as  long as I live. I hadn't known fear until that night and it changed everything for me. I didn't know it existed! I have later found out that my sister does not sleep walk. She wasn't sleep sitting that night either. Something entirely different was happening to her. I have shared this story with her but she doesn't remember much of it. We were both so young. It's something that made a profound impression on me.
 
Spiritual and extraterrestrial happenings don't just all of a sudden happen to us, they have been happening to us since childhood. We usually forget about these things as our lives move on and we grow up. We don't want to remember the fear and we don't want to even talk about it. I know I didn't want to. I wanted to just forget about the whole thing. But I never could! I  have not been able to forget and have a better memory I think because I questioned everything that happened to me as a child.
Today I see clearly what was going on.
It's all part of a lifelong experience.
Extraterrestrials have been in my life for as long as I can remember.
I encourage you to try to remember your early experiences. I'm sure you have suppressed them if you don't remember them.
There is so much more to this life than what meets the eye!
Even on a cold dark night in a attic bedroom!
We are spiritual beings on a human journey.....Remember?

Tuesday, December 16, 2014

The Huge Ball of Light



So, It was 1979. Of all the strange things that have happened to me I will always think this is one of the strangest! I was living in St. Petersburg, FL. It was about 3 a.m. in the morning. It was a warm night with a pleasant soft breeze. It was a night like so many here in Florida. I can't remember why I woke up this night but
I woke up from my sleep and felt called to go out in the front yard.
Somehow that didn't seem odd to me this night. I quietly made my way out the front door from my bedroom. I was the only one up in the house I remember. It was quiet and still. I went to the front door and then out on the front porch. I walked down the walk way to the edge of my curb, it felt like the right thing to do, as if I were prompted to be there for some reason. I didn't question anything.   It was almost like I was in a trance, yet I wasn't! I was wide awake and I was bare foot and I thought to myself then for the first time, why am I out in the front yard? Just standing here? I can feel the coolness of the pavement on my bare feet. What is my purpose for being here?
 
The next thing that happened was completely unexpected. I felt as if I should look down the street to my right  toward the end of the street (this would be looking towards the West). As I did, I saw a huge ball of flaming light, an actual orange glowing Orb, a very large ball of light at least 40 feet in diameter, and 40 feet high, coming down 23rd Street North just in my view. It was coming up to the end of my block on the corner, on 32nd Ave North. It was moving very slowly, just hovering over the street coming towards my corner very close to the stop sign. It wasn't touching the pavement at all. It was literally floating! Wow, I thought! That's just beautiful! As I watched it come more and more close to the end of my street it just stopped all of a sudden. I noticed now there were other neighbors coming out at the edge of their sidewalks near the street the same as myself. We all were standing at the edge of the walkway. I waived to my neighbor Betty as she made her way to the end of her walkway. I know she saw me as she glanced my way, but she didn't wave back. That was odd. I saw the older woman who lived across the street now on the south side of the street just standing there in her night gown and her hair all disheveled just staring at the big orb of warm radiating orange light. She was very close to the Orb.  I didn't even wave at her, she seemed transfixed on the light coming from it. None of us were afraid of the light at all.
We all came willing to see it, it seemed.
It resembled the sun in a way, it was glowing, but it wasn't hot. It made no sound at all. It moved very slowly, like a slow creep, and I know it had some form of intelligent life to it. Or in it. I felt it! I also felt as if it clearly saw me and the others standing there. I was the farthest from the Orb.  It was somehow communicating with us all. We were all there to see this light. It had called us all there. It had woken this entire section of our street in our neighborhood up! Only certain ones of us. We were all standing now at the edge of our driveways. I saw Catherine next door to my right on the north side of the street come out and stand at the curb. She is a very elderly lady who usually barely walked without a cane. She had no cane tonight as she stood watching the light.  She was looking straight at the orb. Betty and one of her three daughters who lived next to Catherine on the North side of the street were standing there next, her husband was standing just behind her (their other children were not there). Then the elderly lady at the end of my street as well came out, she was the closest to the ball as her home was on the corner.
Directly across the street was another older woman standing there at the edge of her driveway close to the ball of light as well, then I saw both Mr. & Mrs. Ray (I won't mention their first names here for privacy) directly across the street from me. They were the last to join us at the edge of their curb, they stood between the large Porto carpus bushes. They stood between their tall hedges. I waived at Mr. Ray. He waved back. His wife smiled at me. Then we all starred to the right, towards the West at the big bright orange lighted Orb.
I noticed we were all in our night clothes.
I did receive something from that evening coming from the orb.
It came and delivered something to us all for a certain purpose.  
Strangely though I just can't seem to remember what!
 
All of a sudden, this ball of orange glowing light lifted and took off very slowly. Right in the center of the edge of the street. It rose above the trees and then was gone. We all watched it for just a moment or so, then we all turned and went back in our homes. I watched the neighbors I could see walking back towards their front doors. It was as if we were being controlled like robots. No one spoke to each other; I was the only one more awake it seemed! I was trying to communicate with those standing out near the street. Looking back on that night I admit that was very strange! No one spoke at all throughout the entire experience. I was the only one who seemed more awake as I waved to a few that night and seemed to want to communicate, but I never did other than a wave or a smile.  It was very strange. Like I knew not too? Or perhaps I could not so I didn't?
I went straight to bed once back in the house, as if I had been told to do so. I didn't wake anybody in the house up. I don't remember locking the door when I came back in. That's odd!
 
I woke up the next morning and thought to myself, I remember something happening last night. What happened last night? I'm going to ask the neighbors about what happened to us last night.
However, I never had that conversation with any of them that day! As soon as I headed towards the door to see what happened, I simply forgot where I was going.
I simply put the matter out of my mind somehow.
How did that happen I wondered later?
I have no explanation for why I didn't follow through with the asking about what had happened to us.  I would remember it again and then, just ignore the thought in the same way. It was as if I just forgot about it! How can you forget about something like that? I would try to follow through, but never did! I just never could!
 
About 4 years later, I all of a sudden remembered the night again, what had happened to us all, and I got right up and ran to Betty's house. I did ask Betty this time. She said she thought she had had a dream about something like that, something that was very similar, but she didn't remember anything about it much. She wasn't sure if it was real, she said she could not remember, she then changed the subject, just like that! And it was ok with me somehow. As if we were under some orders not to speak of the incident.
Perhaps the extraterrestrial life that initiated the orb that evening didn't want us all discussing what had taken place?
 
I still to this day don't know why I didn't follow through more on this bizarre experience. Everyone that stood there with me has passed away save three people out of the nine. That's very strange.
They were all so much closer to the Orb than I was. I was the one farthest away on the North side of the street.
Perhaps this is why I'm still here? I have no idea really. Maybe chronologically it just happened that way. I was younger than most out there that night.
 
I have mentioned this evening to a regression therapist but at this point have not been regressed to remember.
 I find that odd as well, it's not like me to keep putting this off.

Our extraterrestrial neighbors are an enigma most of the time. I hope to continue my quest and understanding of them in my lifetime, they have been with me for so long.
Some individuals who experience contact never discuss the experience at all. They simply don't recall what happened to them.
This phenomenon is very interesting to me.
What do they do to us that makes it so hard to remember the incident?
This night happened, we all were there, but we simply never spoke of it!
I want the truth, and I want it exposed!
I feel certain the day will come when I know exactly what took place that night. I hope that day comes soon!
For all of us, to know what the agenda is! 

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Extraterrestrials on the Peace River, FL

The year was 1979, 4:00 a.m. in the morning.
 
I had just experienced an unbelievable sighting and contact with an alien ship and extraterrestrial tall white in St. Petersburg, FL .
I was now sitting at my Mothers home which was a minute and a half north from where the sighting had taken place. I had driven there to tell her what had happened to me as my mind was just simply on overload. I needed to talk to someone who I know loved me and would trust me. I had knocked on her door earlier and asked her husband when he answered the door to please get my Mom for me, I had to talk to her right now.  She came around the corner as I was speaking to her husband and said, Marty, let her in! I asked her to put the coffee on I had to talk to her! Her husband let me and I began my story from the event that I had just experienced.

After sharing with her every detail of the evening and telling her how shocked I was that this could even have happened to me of all people, (someone who didn't believe in anything from out of this world) after all I was a strong Christian, my Mother looked me straight in the eyes and said as she lowered her voice and grabbed my hand,
 "Don't worry honey. I've seen them too"!

I was dumbfounded as she spoke these words to me. I yelled out "You're Kidding me"? I have been alive and living with you all these years and you never told me about this? How could you not have prepared me for this? Where did you see them?

My Mother was shocked at my reaction. (although I didn't know what she expected me to say). I was a mess sitting there telling all this to her.
She again said in a low voice (I'm sure she was trying to calm me down and take control of my dramatic response to her)
"Marty (her husband)  and I were on the boat (They owned a large House Boat), and we were anchored off the Peace River down south where the Peace River ends, we were sitting on the upper deck enjoying the magnificent stars from the water, when all of a sudden a green flash shot up from the water at an incredible speed and continued on into the night sky. She said it came to c complete stop for a few seconds and then took off so fast she and Marty were wondering if they even saw it. She was just as terrified as I was tonight. But she had Marty there with her. And they both discussed it and said they agreed they would not share that experience with anyone else.
Marty was standing right there as my Mother told me this and he did not say a word. He just went back into the bedroom quietly.
I was so shocked at this story. She went on to tell me that the green streak looked cigar shaped and the way it sliced through the water didn't leave much more than  a slight ripple. She said that after that experience they both saw them again. But I think as I look back on that night my Mom didn't want to elevate my anxious attitude with any more information.
She asked me to never speak to anyone about this experience as she said it would not go well for me in my profession. It may prevent people from wanting to hire me. I agreed to what she suggested. And never mentioned it until 29 years later.
After my Mothers passing.

Thursday, October 16, 2014

Visitor From Beyond.

So, I'm sitting at home on my personal computer last year, fall of 2013. It's around 11:00 a.m. in the morning. It's a beautiful fall day. I'm looking out the window as I'm typing away looking up occasionally onto a serene landscaping of tropical trees and seasonal flowers. It's all so peaceful and the day is just lovely. I'm busy working away on a project for MUFON,
the Mutual UFO Network. 
I have lived in this beautiful home for about 15 years and I often enjoy writing and typing right here at this same window.
It's my peaceful work space.

When all of a sudden I hear a knocking. One knock after the next,
consistent and ongoing and it's coming from behind me, somewhere. Since it hadn't stopped in over a minute or two I became concerned. What is that knocking?
 
There wasn't anyone at the front door knocking as I had glanced at the front door with the big glass designed window in it and I could clearly see no one was there. So I pushed my chair back from the computer to go look at the back door, it wasn't coming from the back door either. Now I'm wondering, where is that coming from?  I keep hearing it, the consistent knocking. I walked past the dining room and there I heard it the loudest. It was just a consistent knock that has been going on now for about 2 minutes. I walk up to the mirrored wall and put my ear on the wall next to the mirror and sure enough.
THIS IS WHERE IT'S COMING FROM!
 It  is still ongoing, and continues as I put my hand on the wall,  now I can feel the knocking as if I am right next to the source. I hold my hand on the wall while the knocking continues for a full minute more. I'm just baffled. Why is this happening? Who or what is making it happen? I felt as if someone were doing this to get my attention, I don't know why that thought came across to me so strong, but it did! So I say out loud,
"who are you and What do you want"? I hear nothing.
I don't usually talk to spirits, poltergeist or demons, but I really wasn't sure what I was dealing with here.
The knocking continues however. It was rhythmic and consistent.
There were no water pipes in this wall, no electrical problems there either.
 I ran my hand back and forth on the wall as to get in the way of whoever or whatever was knocking there. It just continues. I laugh and say out loud, "if you won't tell me why you're doing this, then I'm going back to work", with that I walked away from the wall and the knocking suddenly stopped. I looked at myself in the mirror and laughed and then I cast the entity that I felt was knocking on the wall out of the house in the name of JESUS and went back to work.
 I have never had that knocking happen again, or before for that matter, on that wall!
 
What is absolutely intriguing to me is WHY? I gave the source one chance to come clean. To tell me what was going on.... and Nothing. Well, I can honestly say it was very interesting and I had no fear during the experience whatsoever. But I remain unsure of who or what it was to this day. It was just another day in my life to scratch my head about. 
Once again proving, we are not alone here!
 Truth is so much stranger than fiction.
Today I am fully aware of the poltergeist spirit that was there that day. I sent it on it's way through the power of the LORD.
While living in that particular home I had many attacks towards me. I feel it must have had a connection to the spirit world. I know how that sounds, but I fought almost weekly there for 15 years!
I still get attacked for helping and freeing folks, but I am well equipped and serve an amazing GOD!



Tuesday, October 14, 2014

The Infected Baton, Lies We Tell Our Children.

When I was a little girl my parents taught me about Santa Clause, they said he was the reason for Christmas. They told me about the Easter Bunny and said he was the reason for Easter. They told me about Halloween, Thanksgiving and many, many more stories that were partial truths. I never heard about how we poisoned the Indians and stole their land and then slaughtered many and stuck the rest on reservations. I was lied to at school as well. My parents continued on with these partial truths about life, they said all people in authority were to be trusted, They said there were no ghosts, aliens, spirits, and other paranormal subjects.  Everybody it seemed as adults were part of the deception, part of the cover up, part of the big lie.
 
I grew up listening to news reporters who agreed with my parents and said this and then that. Teachers who said this and then that, and in the middle of it all was me. What was I going to make of it all? Who could I trust? Who could I believe and where was the truth?  Our government, our presidents, our wars, the youth of America, where was
 the truth?
 
It occurred to me after the Vietnam war  and some of the music I had heard questioning everything happening at that time, that something WAS VERY wrong. Something was wrong with what my parents taught me. I think even they were beginning to see it for the first time themselves.
 
When I was having experience after paranormal experience I figured out I was ill prepared for the truth! I had no idea what to do about so many situations I found myself in. The world was not a beautiful place after I had been raped twice by the time I was 16. The dis-service my parents did towards me was to make life look like a bowl of cherries, when in fact there were moments when it was more like a rotted bowl of fruit.
 
Just consider this, if we were to stop lying, just start telling the children the truth. Shut off the radio, T.V. and internet and sit down and start a conversation with our children and grandchildren and educate them about the truth that is our lives.  Prepare them for the situations that we found ourselves struggling with, just consider the difference it could make for them!
 
We would no longer give birth to sheeple, we would give birth to truth, education and empowerment, wisdom and understanding. We would not have to prepare the children, they would be well equipped to handle odd situations, they would understand misinformation tactics and not be easily led astray from TRUTH.
 
I found out later in life myself. I woke up in my late thirty's. Much of the damage had already been done with my children. I had to try to reeducate them as young adults. Could they ever trust me again for feeding so many partial truths to them as I had been fed myself. I was passing an infected baton onto them. TRUTH was beginning to surface now, like the truth about tobacco, drugs and worthless investments. But hey, I'm awake! I'm a true survivor! I delight in the TRUTH. It's a way of life for me now. I won't stand with those who continue the cover-ups. 
I implore you to wake up!
 
There are angels, aliens, ghosts, and odd paranormal things going on in this life. GOD is who HE said HE is and HE is so much bigger than religions would have you believe. People are not all good. There are many sick and twisted minds out there, yes, even in authority over us, who are wicked and function from self gain. Greed and power are their motto. They mean you NO GOOD at all. They want to control you. But now it's your choice. What do you say?
 
Just don't lie to the children. They are our future. Prepare them for all of life!
We are spiritual beings on a human journey. There are many facets to this life. Open their eyes and let them work out their own path. After all, we are all walking each other home. No one gets out of this life alive in the body.

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

Conversations with a Light Being

So, last night I had a ball of light come to me and it felt like an old wonderful friend.
I know that must sound strange but I was in a state of almost being awake when this beautiful orb light appeared to me.
It was as if I were expecting the visitor some how, I have no reason to expect it but here it was! It was exciting!
I was extremely comfortable sitting and chatting with this light. Like two old friends getting together.  It seemed very normal somehow.  It was radiating it's love for me and concerns for my personal, physical, emotional and oddly my financial life. I had been thinking along these lines from time to time recently. Wondering what I should do about finances at my age now?
 I wasn't sure how this entity came to me, there I was and it just appeared right before me. I was glad to have the fellowship of the light and it seemed comfortably familiar.
I wasn't the least bit afraid of it.
I accepted this light without any attitude on my part whatsoever.
Not a hint of a second thought! 
 
We spoke of so many personal things together. I was completely comfortable the entire time. I shared my heart! We looked together at my finances and discussed what I was doing in my "awake" life. I realized fully I was not completely awake at this time.  I was in the realm "between" where this light had come to me before many times. It was like having a life coach from the light sharing with me. Guiding me here in this life! I know that sounds odd. But this is a true account of this night. It never judged me or spoke harshly. The voice was steady and focused on my life and the results I would glean from this experience. It led me through a thinking process to "take a look at" where I was and where I was heading. Perhaps like a concerned father would, gently making suggestions to me and then watching delightfully as I excepted it's guiding conversation. I never knew a loving father in my life. So this was a huge comfort to me. It was the closest thing to a father in my estimation. He led me to see why I needed to chose this way or that way. HE let me find the way on my own. He would simply watch me make the right choice. I could see that this pleased him!
 
As I was speaking with "Him" after what seemed like hours, I started to feel the curious urgency to cough, and excused myself in His presence. I coughed a few times and then felt rather embarrassed that I had to really cough again, and still again. Then I started coughing really hard again and this time I coughed so hard I found myself awake in bed, sitting up and coughing really hard, as I sat up in bed with my hands covering my mouth I wondered if He had allowed me to feel this need to cough to end our conversation?
 
It's been a feeling that still engulfs me as I sit here writing this blog of the evening and early morning visitor.
He is now gone, and so is my need to cough?
 
I woke knowing I am deeply loved and cared for from beyond the understanding of this life. HE oversees me throughout my days here in this life and HE cares about what I'm doing!
 I am so very grateful.
It is truly a wonder how HE comes to me, but I believe these are my little visits with GOD himself.
I think we all have these from time to time, I was just lucky enough a few times to wake and remember them.
I hope you can as well.
 
 

Sunday, October 5, 2014

Extra Terrestrial Encounters

 
So, I didn't believe in Extraterrestrials. Didn't want to know anything about them either, and I'm on my way home from work late one night and there they are. They made me an instant believer. They showed up for me! I had never desired to know about them. However, you cannot deny what is right before your very eyes!
They wanted me to know about them obviously. There was a "Need to know" for me. My encounter was really very peaceful. Unlike others I have more recently heard of. A bit unsettling at first though. I was seeing a craft hovering over the rail road crossing near my neighborhood. This was no small thing!  I was in prayer the whole time it was happening and asking the LORD for HIS help. It is truly an awe inspiring moment as well as a complete life changer. So much of a life changer I doubted my own sanity for a moment.
I buried  it in my memory pretty much after it happened because I didn't want to think about it or talk to anyone about it because I didn't want people to think I was crazy. I had just seen an extraterrestrial craft and being for the first time. I saw a a tall white, thin and ugly being, very different from humans. The ones on the craft were smaller and grey. I didn't believe in what I just saw. The experience opened my mind to the awareness of off world beings for the very first time! Right there, in that moment.
I just had such a hard time believing what happened to me and handling what I saw. It went against everything I believed in!

I was 27 at the time. Alone and standing in the middle of the road, and digesting the facts right before my eyes. I now knew beyond any shadow of a doubt that we were "not alone" in the universe, not alone at all.  I had never even questioned that subject before this experience. It seemed like the alien factor was the stuff of comic book entertainment to me, until this night.
 So before I had the chance to ask that question, the answer came to me in the form of the experience. It changed my life instantly right then and right there.
I experienced missing time, but didn't know it was missing time, because I didn't know there was such a thing as missing time. I saw two different types of extraterrestrials, but didn't realize that there were other types as well. I had nothing to base my experience on. I learned everything after the fact and 29 years later at that.
I am now well versed on the fact that we are not alone. We live in a world where the Paranormal and extraterrestrial as well as spiritual realms exist and interact.  I was taught they were all fantasies. That they weren't real. I am here now telling you beyond any doubt, they are all real, and here in our dimension. There is so much more than what meets the eyes in this life. Keep looking up and stay open.
GOD has much to teach you yet.