Showing posts with label shimmering lights. Show all posts
Showing posts with label shimmering lights. Show all posts

Monday, November 10, 2014

The White Light

It was 1973. I had just given birth to my first son. I was just 21 years old. I was having a bit of difficulty after his birth. I kept feeling faint. A few days after I brought my son home I felt very dizzy. I called the doctors office and asked them if they could see me. They said , "yes" come right in. I went to the hospital as this is where the doctors office was located at that time, and I went in and sat down waiting my turn.
 
It was all I could do to stay sitting up. My body wanted to lay down. I was very weak. I felt myself swaying, as if I were going to faint again. I remember the lightheadedness coming and going and I said to the receptionist, "I think I need to lay down". She took one look at me and went to get a wheelchair.
The next thing I remember I was in a hospital bed. I thought this would be an easy in and out kind of thing at the doctors office, I could not have been more wrong. I was being admitted for tests, I was as white as a sheet and very frail.  I couldn't imagine what was going on with me.  As the test came back, the doctor said there was nothing clear going on, some of my levels were questionable, he could not be sure what was happening to me, so I would have to stay for observation. I explained I had just given birth to a baby boy and I needed to get home to him. The Doctor told me if we couldn't find out what was going on with the fainting, I may be delayed a few days until we could pin point the problem. He said he felt this was very serious.
Truth was I was so weak I could hardly hold my son for any length of time. My stomach was in knots and I felt so horrible and always like fainting. I agreed to stay. My Mother encouraged me to stay as well and get the much needed rest my body needed.
 
I was tortured with a colonoscopy, IV drip, blood work, X-rays a catheter  and you name it.
All the while, the drip I was getting in my arm was actually getting very sore and aggravating after two days.
I transitioned from a happy patient looking for answers to a "let me out of here patient"! The Doctor and staff however were hearing none of that.
I was in their care and I could not leave until we got to the bottom of this. With every test came a  reply from the Doctor,
"I just can't figure out what is causing this"! You are having all these problems clearly, but I just don't know why!
 
I must say, I did enjoy sleeping and being cared for, I was so weak I could barely do anything on my own.  It was almost all I could do to stay awake.
My stomach stopped hurting after I slept a bit, That was a plus.
 
That night I lay in bed wondering if I was ever going to get out of that hospital. There was still no diagnoses and I was missing my son terribly! The nurse came in to take my blood pressure and draw blood, get my temperature and so on. She turned to leave the room and she gathered her things, shut off the lights and shut the door. I called out to her and asked her to please leave the door open to let a little light in. She told me to just get to sleep! She left the door just slightly ajar. I could not get up to open it more. I was attached to a line going in my arm and I was afraid I might get dizzy and fall if I got up.
 
Immediately I started feeling very strange, almost afraid as I lay there in the dimly lit, large private room.
 
And then, all of a sudden a huge white floating light came right through the door and was making it's way towards me. I tried to reach for the call button in my fear but I couldn't find it!
The light was silent, no sound at all coming from it as it got closer and closer to me. It lit the room up a bit, but not totally. It was controlled somehow coming slowly towards me. It looked like it was a wheel in a wheel with a bright white light on the outside about two inches thick and a lesser light in the center, It was just radiating softly as it approached me!  I didn't say a word as I stared at it. I felt under it's control somehow. It came and literally hovered right over my bed! It was so warm and the love I felt, the peace I felt were radiating from it somehow. I felt as if it were communicating something to me.  I wasn't sure what I was hearing or seeing, I had never seen anything like this before! It was beautiful, but I was shocked! I was in a panic of sorts. It was right over my abdomen right where the pains were, for about one minute it hovered there. I watched it intently but could see nothing known to me from this world in that light! Then it simply disappeared right before my very eyes! Gone!
 
The room went back to dark, I scurried around my blanket to find the call button. I must have hit it 5 times. A very angry nurse came in and asked me "What do you want, you need to get to sleep"!
She was so cruel! She turned to leave.
I asked her to please open the door a bit more! She denied my request again, but left the door a tad more open then the first time. Just seeing and talking with someone in that very large room comforted me for a moment. Even if she was cruel. It was comforting! It was like I felt a bit safer seeing someone even if it was only for a minute.  I simply could not allow myself to tell her what had just taken place. I feared they would shoot me up with something for hallucinations!
This was no hallucination!
How I got to sleep that night I will never know!
 
Through the night the nurse came in and took blood work and did my blood pressure and temperature. The doctor came in to see me the next morning and had ordered another round of tests. He asked me how I felt? I said much better actually.
He said you look much better Teri.
I actually felt very normal!
I took that as a compliment as I had looked so pale and sullen for a week. I asked him when I could go home? He said he was keeping me for a few more tests and we would discuss it when they came back. I agreed. That afternoon the doctor came into my room again holding my chart and said, How would you like to go home? I almost started crying! He said I don't know what happened here over night but all your levels are excellent and your doing very well all of a sudden.
 
I never shared with any of the nursing staff what had happened. I never discussed it with the doctor either.
Something was odd for two weeks after my first son was born.
Perhaps it was related to his birth? He was after all a child named by GOD himself. I will never understand this experience on this side of the veil. But I will be asking many questions when I'm finally on that other side!
Some things we just down understand here, but I know everything happens for a reason. All the reasons are for lessons. I learned to trust that I am cared for in ways I will not understand in the here and now. I am so very grateful for my care, I know I am loved!
 

Sunday, October 26, 2014

An Appearance From Beyond

It was January 25, 2012. My Mothers birthday.
I decided to take a sunset cruise that evening as I was thinking about my Mom's full life living here in Florida. She loved the water and especially the beautiful beaches and sunsets here in St. Petersburg.  She passed away in 2009.
Being out on the water was relaxing and refreshing. I felt her with me in a strange way today.
It was near here she had seen her first UFO sighting years earlier and I always felt so at home myself near the water. I couldn't help but wonder what insight she would share with me about the great beyond if she could. I know she would try to if she were able. I wondered what keeps them from sharing with us. Is it that there are only certain times and certain situations that allow this exchange? Is it what we do or don't do? I know she is happy where she is but I'm also so curious about what it looks like there. What she does all day and night? Is there day and night? Perhaps it's just day there because they don't need to sleep in a state of
transcended ascension? 
 
As the boat made it's way to the destination and dolphin watch I felt my Mom standing near me comforting me in my thoughts and enjoying the scenery just as I was. She always enjoyed talking to me about the deep things of life and afterlife.
I said out loud, "Well Mom, here is a sunset on the day you were born", "Happy Birthday", and I took this picture.
 
I have taken a hundred sunset pictures over the years and never did one respond to the camera in this way. I'm well aware of the light refractions, but there is more here than just that.
I felt if I looked at it with my heart and not just my eyes, I could see so much more.
Our loved ones are not far from us. We will always be able to feel them around us. And if we are really blessed, we'll be able to capture a moment like this.
A moment that they understand, from beyond.
 
 

Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Extraterrestrials on the Peace River, FL

The year was 1979, 4:00 a.m. in the morning.
 
I had just experienced an unbelievable sighting and contact with an alien ship and extraterrestrial tall white in St. Petersburg, FL .
I was now sitting at my Mothers home which was a minute and a half north from where the sighting had taken place. I had driven there to tell her what had happened to me as my mind was just simply on overload. I needed to talk to someone who I know loved me and would trust me. I had knocked on her door earlier and asked her husband when he answered the door to please get my Mom for me, I had to talk to her right now.  She came around the corner as I was speaking to her husband and said, Marty, let her in! I asked her to put the coffee on I had to talk to her! Her husband let me and I began my story from the event that I had just experienced.

After sharing with her every detail of the evening and telling her how shocked I was that this could even have happened to me of all people, (someone who didn't believe in anything from out of this world) after all I was a strong Christian, my Mother looked me straight in the eyes and said as she lowered her voice and grabbed my hand,
 "Don't worry honey. I've seen them too"!

I was dumbfounded as she spoke these words to me. I yelled out "You're Kidding me"? I have been alive and living with you all these years and you never told me about this? How could you not have prepared me for this? Where did you see them?

My Mother was shocked at my reaction. (although I didn't know what she expected me to say). I was a mess sitting there telling all this to her.
She again said in a low voice (I'm sure she was trying to calm me down and take control of my dramatic response to her)
"Marty (her husband)  and I were on the boat (They owned a large House Boat), and we were anchored off the Peace River down south where the Peace River ends, we were sitting on the upper deck enjoying the magnificent stars from the water, when all of a sudden a green flash shot up from the water at an incredible speed and continued on into the night sky. She said it came to c complete stop for a few seconds and then took off so fast she and Marty were wondering if they even saw it. She was just as terrified as I was tonight. But she had Marty there with her. And they both discussed it and said they agreed they would not share that experience with anyone else.
Marty was standing right there as my Mother told me this and he did not say a word. He just went back into the bedroom quietly.
I was so shocked at this story. She went on to tell me that the green streak looked cigar shaped and the way it sliced through the water didn't leave much more than  a slight ripple. She said that after that experience they both saw them again. But I think as I look back on that night my Mom didn't want to elevate my anxious attitude with any more information.
She asked me to never speak to anyone about this experience as she said it would not go well for me in my profession. It may prevent people from wanting to hire me. I agreed to what she suggested. And never mentioned it until 29 years later.
After my Mothers passing.

Friday, October 10, 2014

Named By GOD

So, It was early 1975 and  I had just laid down to go to bed. I was 5 months pregnant at that time and very worn out from a full day of running after my two year old son Jason. I went to bed that night and fell into a very deep sleep. Some time in the middle of the night I heard a male voice call my name. I woke up immediately and saw standing in front of me a bright light that encircled an Angel and I heard the voice from the light say to me, "you will have a son, name him Joshua". I was amazed at what I beheld. That was all he said to me.  I didn't bother talking back to the angel in the light. I stared at him and somehow knew I was not to respond.  The voice was sure and steady, strong and kind. It wasn't asking me for my input. The decree spoken to me was not up for discussion. The voice was convincing. It was beyond wonderful seeing this amazing sight before me. I was thinking to myself, "O.K. he will be named Joshua". And that was the end of the conversation.
With that the Angel simply disappeared right before my eyes.
I felt wonderfully comforted, loved and safe.
I laid back down and somehow fell fast asleep again.
 
I woke up the next day and proclaimed to my husband, we're having a boy, his name will be Joshua! My husband gave me a strange look and said, really. I wanted to call him Benjamin and I said well, he already has a name, his name is Joshua. My husband just shook his head and said "why can't we name Allen after my middle name and I said alright, he will be Joshua Allen". 
You see, my husband wasn't going to argue much with me as this was the second time this voice and shimmering Angel had come to me this way. 
Just two years earlier at exactly the same time in my first pregnancy, the same Angel with the same voice made this proclamation to me.
The only difference was that the first time the Angel spoke to me, he said to me "you will have a son, name him Jason" Which is exactly what I did after arm wrestling my husband about naming him Jason. It was hard to convince my husband to do this, but ultimately Jason was accepted.
 
Funny thing is after the fact and many years later actually, it occurred to me that I never had to choose the names for my son's. The names were predestined and chosen for me and them. 
 
In the 70's there were no sonograms that I knew of. You got pregnant and you waited nine months to find out what you were going to have. There was no way to know the sex of your baby. All women were encouraged to be "knocked out" for the arrival or have a C-section for delivery ease and planning.  The moment the Angels decree was spoken to me I had decided I would have a natural child birth so I could watch this miracle child be born. I wanted to be the first to see if the Angel spoke the truth or not. So I travelled to hospitals that would allow this type of delivery. I had told the Doctors with each child I was having a son and his name Jason or his name was Joshua. I really spooked the Doctors with my story, but after all. It was true.
 
The picture above is Joshua. Today is his Birthday. He was born just as the Angel said he would be, as was his brother Jason. You know, we never know what GOD will do. But this is for sure. I love my son's with all my heart and I am so grateful for their
preordained names and announcements to this day.
They are my gift from GOD!
 
~Happy Birthday Joshua~